I called my psychiatrist. Tomorrow I will go to the hospital. I'll make it through the night. Two beds are to open up in the morning and my doctor will talk to the emergency room staff. My meds are not working. I should have seen a difference before I left the hospital in Clinton, but so many meds were changed. my anti-depressant isn't working. I called my nearest hospital and there were no beds available. My last entry about choosing life I have had to do over and over and over again. It is hard to feel that pull and know there is nothing you can do about it. Prayer is my only solace.
If you read this, pray for me.
I will write soon.
A year of living like college students. Basically like living on nothing.
My prayers are with you. I KNOW you can win this fight!
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